Currently Listening Day I Forgot By Pete Yorn see related

After almost three months of silence all I can do is stare blurry-eyed at the monitor and sigh.  Hmmmm...could that indicate that nothing in my life is worth sharing?  I can hardly say that that is the case.  Just the opposite, really.  There's too much to cram into this space and that is where I am at a loss.  So many things moving, changing, evolving, leaving me to watch it all spin around and through me and change me in the process.  Am I becoming more the man that I want to be?  In joy and pain, I must say that I believe I am moving in the right direction.  How can I second guess this journey?  It is so beautiful and confusing, disorienting and meaningful.  Life is just so big sometimes.  Whether I am inspired or frustrated by its immensity, I am compelled to press toward the good that is always present, the good that provides clarity and truth.  I continue to smile even when tears fall from my shut eyes.  Life is good, even when it's not.